10 dpo tomorrow

TW from hell! I got these pics n screen shots to make myself feel better. I have had spotting the last 3 days no cramps except a few days ago.. I'm scared to BD with my BF idk why.. and now I'm just nauseous after having ice cream.. I am tired of waiting and we really hope we get a bfp this month but I have a few more days wait.. the spotting hasn't changed much but I want it to stop lbs.. sorry my rants over 😖😭