Bye Bye Baby

Chris'ta • Wife and Mother ❤️. Gave birth to my rainbow and miracle April 2018. Currently expecting my 2nd Jan 2020. 🙏🏽
Last Monday I experienced some light pink/brownish discharge when I went to the bathroom. This past Sunday I had light brown discharge and yesterday it got darker and ended up turning into heavy period like blood. I went to the ER knowing something was wrong as I begin to cramp and have terrible lower back pain. I found out my little baby that had such a good heartbeat 2 weeks ago no longer had that beat and was no longer growing. My husband and I are absolutely heartbroken, as this would have been our first. We were beyond ready to start our family and hold our little one and it feels as if everything has been ripped away from us. I wouldn't wish this feeling on my worst enemy, we can't stop crying. Crazy how you get attached so fast, I lost my babay at exactly 8 weeks 😞 went from complete happiness to such a sudden low