SO TIRED! Haven't vented in a long time.

Lena • I`m 28, 💍for almost 5 years and TTC for almost 4 years. Taking it 1 day at a time.
I am so tired of being the only person I know who has infertility struggles. My husband and I have been TTC for 25 FREAKING MONTHS and nothing happens. But DH stupid brother and girlfriend try for 2 months and bam, baby on bored. Doesn't help that she freaking hates me and that my mother-in-law treats me like I don't matter. I am so tired of being in this place. This place where everyone has everything handed to them but my husband and I work our asses off and nothing changes. Is it so bad to just freaking want a baby? I don't think I can do this anymore but how do you "stop trying". I freaking hate infertility.