I need some uplifting and helpful comments...

Hey girls. I usually don't post things like this because I do NOT do it for attention, but right now, my entire world is crashing down. My best friend is transferring schools tomorrow so I'll never see him again. My teachers are failing me and won't believe me when I say "I don't have time!!" When I am and always have been a straight A student. I just found out I have Lupus which explains a lot. And I've been crying for 3 hours. I've had 2 panic attacks today. This has been the worst week of my life and it doesn't seem like it's getting any better any time soon. I just want to lay down and sleep forever. When people say "depression isn't real, it's just for attention" please just remember... it's not. It's completely real and I've battled it for 5 years. So please, make my day better. Leave some uplifting comments and thoughts. It might be the only thing that keeps me around right now.