is it bad to be obsessed???

like any kick i feel i will tell him and some stuff that my doctor recommends i tell him and i remind him bc i need to remember as well does he bc of the baby and all.. but he been rude lately and all btw when i eat something he gets mad for no reason.... We also barely even have sex bc he doesnt have a high sex drive like me and all Even if i try to touch him he like dont touch me or when i want sex i tell him and he says thats all you ever think abt... what do you guys think im starting to think he doesnt care and he doesntwant this baby or he doesnt want this relationship anymore.... Which makes me horribly sad bc we had a miscarriage in august of last year and this is our rainbow baby.💔😭😔