Ahh, I'm dreaming out a little. Tomorrow is my baby shower and it's being out on by my fiancés Aunt. I'm super excited for it, but he comes from a big family and I've only met most of them like once or twice. I don't know many of them except his sister and mom really. My family is unable to make it as they are from far away and those who are here(mom and sister-in-law) are super sick and contagious so they are staying away.  I'm just not sure how to feel about tomorrow. I don't know names, and I am scared I'll feel super awkward.  But I am totally grateful for his Aunts to be putting this on for me and they have been so welcoming to me since day one. I hate being thevwnter of attention and t sucks that he won't be there with me, and I'll be going in with his mom as I can't drive.  Ahhh.