I'm not allowed to watch it anymore.

13 reasons why - I'm on episode 8 and I have mental health issues and my mum has banned me from watching it. I can't believe it I'm so close to the ending and I can't watch it because she did research and everyone's reactions are saying it can break you etc. it's bad apparently. Since I'm not allowed to watch it can anyone tell me what happens in the end?? Obvs there will be spoilers but I want to know. Not fair at all. I'm not one to go behind my mothers rules so it's finding out here or google.