af showed up again 😡😡😡😡😡😡

Aww well there goes another month we have failed to conceive 😓😓😓😓 when I had my loss in December I honestly thought I would have got d and c and I would have been pregnant within the next couple of months by god I was wrong 😓😓😓 this is such a emotional journey just hoping to god that nothing is wrong and my ability to conceive my rainbow 🌈 is not vanished from under me 😓😓😓 thinking of paying to get a fertility scan just to make sure everything is ok 👌 what do u all think do u think it would be good to get it done or would I be wasting my money 💰❤❤ cll