Baby shower

I live in Hawaii, and my "home" is Texas. 
So with my son. I had to plan my shower, invite everyone, and make the invites..... I also had to fly to TX to have one..... no one in Hawaii threw me one.
So now, I can't fly home since we are moving back a mont after the baby, and so I won't have a shower either for my daughter... 
Is it bad that I feel depressed and sad I won't get one this baby? I don't care about the gifts, but even just a get together lunch thrown for me.... it just makes me feel depressed I see others getting one thrown for them, and here I am alone😕 
It makes me feel as if I have no friends, or no one cares :/ 

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