I miscarried on the 5th of march (6 weeks and 2 days ago), I was 1 day away from the 10 weeks mark. I started spotting and cramping on the 4th of march and went to the doctors the same day, he told me I was going to have a miscarriage and I didn't believe him I was in denial, that night I slept for only a few hours when I woke up at 11:00 pm I was bleeding all over my bed and my cramps got worse and worse as the hours went by, I jumped in the shower at 2:00am and sat on the  floor with the water running on my stomach and that did absolutely nothing for me but make me feel very uncomfortable, I then tried to lay down in my room and the cramps where happening faster and more painful, I woke up my boyfriend screaming in pain and he took me to the hospital, the whole way to the hospital I was screaming and crying my hands where going numb. I couldn't walk when we got to the hospital my legs where numb and the pain was unbearable It was like I was in labour and I was having contractions, they let me straight through and put me in my own soundproof room because I was too loud and the other patients where trying to sleep, they put me on a drip as soon as I got there and for the next 2 hours I was in the most excruciating pain it was honestly traumatising, I pushed out 1 blood clot the size of a golf ball then lots of half sized ones (I've always had blood clots during periods but never this big); the doctors then gave me morphine and I started to calm down I couldn't really feel anything after that I kind of felt glad it was over, The doctors then took me to have a internal ultrasound (they put a condom and lube on a long plastic stick like thing and insert it in your vagina to get a better look at your uterus), The featus was all out and I was not needing a D&C so they sent me back into my room where I rested for a few hours before going home. That day I did not know how to feel I was full of mixed emotions I couldn't believe what I had just experienced, the following weeks I sat in my room knitted, cried but didn't really speak or eat.