giving up

So it's official. I spoke to my husband about my thoughts on ttc An how I've been feeling lately; I told him I'm ready give up, but obviously because we are married An on this journey together I wanted to get his take to see how he felt. He thinks we should keep trying until the end of summer then revisit the conversation. Which I'm fine with and respect. I initially decided to seek fertility assistance in 2018 if we didn't conceive this year but the last few days I've just been feeling over it lately . Af is due for me in two days, part of me was optimistic this month cause I tried the pineapple 🍍 method but I'm sure it didn't work.