Condom wrapper in my man's bed

So I'm 8 mths pregnant, my partner lives alone but I am hardly at his house since I've gotten pregnant because I get really sick at times n not want to be by myself when he's at wrk. Anyways a few nights ago I went to sleep with him n the morning I woke up making the bed I found a condom wrapper under the pillow I slept on 😭😭😭😭😭 I am soooooo devastated. To make things worst he's been telling alllll sorts of dumb lies since, which are making me feel worst!!!!!!! I HATE MEN!!! You go through so much to bring a child u both made, gone thru days upon days of being sick and in the end this is how they show you that you're are aprreciated. I don't know what to do he said he's sorry (course he is 😩 ) quite a number of times but I just cannot deal with it. I don't wanna see his house I don't wanna see his bed, the thought of living with him when the baby gets here makes me SICK!! #confused