not sure what to do... depressed

Mariah
What do you do when you getting kicked from every Direction and you can't be strong anymore... when your own sister is saying your overweight and depressed and  doing nothing with my left calling my husband names  saying I need to get a divorce and that I'm fat...
Idk what to do I want to run away and never come back... I love my husband he's been a good thing in my left he's help with so much and we are going to start a family but I can't take everything coming at me how do I be strong again... how do ignore everything and everyone putting me down... I'm lost and I can't fine my self anymore 
Sorry I know i probably should post. Is on here but I had to put it down somewhere and get help somehow