Like I'm sure most of us are, I'm completely exhausted. I am trying my very best to take this one day at a time. My patience is wearing dangerously thin, every day it is spent on the baby so by the time my husband comes around all I want to do is give him the baby and run. But my husband does absolutely everything he can to avoid spending any amount of time with our son. And it seems in the times he can't find an excuse to get away, he sticks the baby in the mamaroo and plays on his phone, or just resorts to putting him to sleep. I can't get anything done around the house when I'm at work or with the baby. My husband won't do it or take the baby so I can do it myself. I'm honestly thinking it would be easier to do this on my own. At least then I would waste less energy resenting my husband and his ability to sleep through all the cries, the midnight feedings, and the  avoidance of all things baby.