losing faith

Faith. We all put our faith in something in life. Faith in our career, faith in our school, faith in our relationships. Faith that something good is to come from it.. But if something or someone takes that faith, you can't forget your heart. Your heart is the foundation. Set your heart on something and achieve it. Faith can be restored. 

My heart is set on my family... but I'm losing faith... I pray to give him a child of his own, I pray to experience pregnancy with the man of my dreams, I pray to bring joy to my husband but I'm tired of losing faith. When will things change? 

Keeping my heart set on us. I have a beautiful family right now, just feels incomplete. 

Im so torn apart and emotional right now. 

My biggest fear is him giving up... 

Am i the only one that gets these thoughts and feelings?