Ppd help

Well... I have post partum depression. I was trying to handle it on my own but it's getting so bad that I'm crying randomly and I just feel like a failure constantly despite everything being fine. My OBGYN says it's the depression making me think irrationally and he put me on antidepressant for severe PPD for the next 6 months. 😞 The struggle to feel like myself again is heavy and agonizing.