Feeling strange about ttc

Adika • just a bomb ass mom who all her dreams came true when i gave birth to my son. wifey since nov 2016
So this is my first month of TTC first month off birth control ....so I've been doing the CM checks and the opks and I got my positive for April 25 26and possibly 27 ....so miraculously I got the sickest I have ever been ...sick as a freaking dog ...sick as in had to stay in the hospital for 3 days and couldn't try to con conceive....so oddly in some strange way I feel like that may be a sign saying maybe we're not ready for another child ...it seems silly writing this post about it but how convenient I got so sick like that at those 3 days out of the whole month that I'm trying to conceive crazy ....Well better luck next month