goodbye💞😭

well absolutely fuck today. i woke up to my little sister running into our room cry. i go downstairs and my mom is crying and she said coco got hit by a train. (coco is my dog by the way) so my mom and step dad were taking her to the vet and they were gonna either have to put her down or get her really stitched up. and they came back i got called downstairs and they had to fucking put her down, they said she wouldn't have been able to pee again. they said she was bleeding bad. i just wanted to see her one last time. i was cuddling her last night and now she's gone. we just bought her a shock collar so this wouldn't happen. now i have to deal with everyone asking what happened, how it happened, and i will start crying everyone.what a shitty morning. i just want to see her one more fucking time.😭