Giving Up!!!!

Chelsea
I'm sick and tired of spending my money on Test and getting the same answer. Test after test after test. I'm seriously out of patients...since April 14 I've been getting a smiley face on this ovulation Test and on Tuesday I think I had implantation bleeding and itching boobs(yes I took a shower and yes my bra was clean) last night the left one was sore. On Friday when I was testing to see if I was still ovulating my fiancé said I was becoming obsessed with getting pregnant. I wanted to kill him. He has no clue what it feels like to feel like less of a Woman because you can do the most important thing God put you on the earth to do. Well of course I put a post up last night about waiting to test on Tuesday but I had a dream that it was positive so I did a test with FMU with a pink dye and wtf ➖
NOTHING, NOT EVEN A FAINT LINE. I'm over this. Getting my ass in the gym and getting ready for this wedding in three months...
Update 5.1.17
So this morning I woke up and something told me to really read the ovulation Test and it turns out I was reading it wrong. I thought the flashing face was peak time, turns out it was just high and it says if you get more than nine days of a flashing face then you'll you won't get a peak time at all that month. Kinda made me sad, but it's okay I guess...