This little bump , but yet I feel so big. Lol

Tessa
Today I'm 30 weeks 4days, and finally starting to show where people are asking 99 questions. Lol but I'm feeling so down and terrible about myself and how I look and I want this pregnancy to be over with today.. I can't stand how I feeling so down about myself, I'm not a happy pregnant woman. Trust me this is baby # 4. Lol I need some uppers. B4 I crash :\