I feel like I'm going crazy

So I got my new watercolour palette today and it was on my on my couch. My fiance accidently dropped it and all the pans went flying. Nothing broke but he lost one of the white pieces that holds the paint. And I blew up and got so pissed off that he dropped it. I'm 9dpo and have still gotten negative tests. But I've been having lots of symptoms and now i bitch at my fiance for accidently losing a white thing(he found it later and I was still pissed off at him). I have a doctor's appointment tommorow and I was wondering if I should ask for a blood pregnacy test? I'm still hoping I'm pregnant.