We went to visit our doctor yesterday to discuss my ultrasound results (21)weeks They found multiple deformities in the brain and spine and my levels are low and the doctor Says the chance of death during birth is greater than the chance of life and if there was a chance for life the child would not be able to move or think so we have no choice but to terminate. The worst part right now is not being able to try and move on because my baby is still inside me and every time I feel a kick I just start breaking down.