Cycle about 48 days, in my tww, af due around 3/12

Hi! My name is Mary and I am 23. I am trying to conceive my first child with my wonderful partner! He is about 10 years older than I am and has 3 kids from a previous marriage. I was married before too but had no children. My cycle is very long, ranges from 40-50 days. I use clear blue advanced opk and on 2/25 I received my static (solid) smiley! I was so excited! (First month using opk). I am now in my tww and I am so excited, nervous, and anxious. I feel like I'm having some symptoms but it could just be in my head. Looking for a cycle buddy!