sex rant

Okay I'm 38+4 and I honestly can't even remember the last time we had sex and I swear to god I have never been so horny in my life (sorry TMI) I mean yeah I will take care of myself whatever, he helps sometimes also but nothing is satisfying me. I neeeeeeeed 🍆 lol. He's just not been feeling it, because he's nervous, but by god I'm about to just take it I can't stand it anymore.