Feeling very insecure.....

Rachel
I'm 35 weeks today & I'm honestly really disgusted, upset & insecure about my body.. not necessarily my belly but I just hate how chubby my face has gotten.. I hate how my legs & boobs have all these stretchmarks & look curdled my legs look now from the fat. My arms even look so chubby in pictures. All of this is so new & different to me. I never had a single stretch mark before this. Never had charlie horses, cramps, back pains, big arms or legs. I was only 123 before I got pregnant & now I'm 163.
I understand I'm creating a human & everyone tells me to stop acting like such a baby about it but I'm honestly just starting to feel so "ruined" by how my body looks now. Any time I see someone I haven't seen in awhile, they immediately notice how big I got.. especially my face. "Omg! Your face got so chubby!" & it jus makes me feel like such crap. I'm so jealous of all these women who look SO great in their pictures.. legs & arms look smooth & perfect. And I'm over here looking like cottage cheese 😩😭 I just wish I felt better about myself ... I hate feeling like this especially bc I am pregnant & should be feeling better about myself.