I'm tired of hearing babies getting killed

It makes me sick. I just lost a baby in December from an ectopic and that was the hardest thing ever until today. It makes me angry how some people get to have babies and conceive successfully or without even trying and get pregnant but once there is a baby they either get annoyed with it, can't even properly take care of it, or worst of all hurt the baby. It's sad an it makes me angry for women who know how to properly take care of a child and love then they want one so bad but can't get pregnant I feel sorry for those women especially on this app who are trying but cannot. Ugh it's just so unfair sometimes