I give up

Well I have decided to give up on trying everytime I test is just another negitive and I get so upset. I guess I'm just going to leave it in gods hands from this point. All I feel like doing in laying in bed and cry all day. I don't know how else to try we have tryed everything and I don't want to keep getting upset all the time. So good luck to all and baby dust to all, and thank you to everyone who has year led every pic I posted.