my 29 week old angel is in heaven

On April 28, 2017, i had to emergently deliver my baby girl due to placental issues. I noticed she stopped moving that morning. I am completely heartbroken as she is my rainbow baby. Her daddy and I laid her to rest yesterday and it was the most bittersweet thing I've ever had to witness. He carried her little casket down the aisle knowing that it would be the only time he would be able to do that. We try to see the positive in all of this and take comfort she is better off in heaven than down her with us. But I can't help but feel selfish wanting her here with us. She was 6 yrs worth of infertility struggles. RIP Maevy girl. We will love you forever and ever.