My hearts broken 💔

I have endometriosis so my doctor told me it would probably be hard for me to get pregnant or she didn't even know if I would be able to since mine is so bad, but last week I took three tests and they were all positive. I went and got blood work done and that also came back positive. I was so shocked that I was pregnant and I was over the moon. I've been trying for 2 years with my fiance so I felt so blessed to start this journey.. Yesterday during the day I went to the bathroom and wiped looked down and I was bleeding.. I knew right then I was gonna lose my miracle, but I had hope that maybe it was just normal. I started cramping so I went to the hospital and my doctor told me my baby was sitting to close to the opening of my uterus and my hcg were low. But I thought maybe just maybe everything would be okay. This afternoon I started bleeding really bad and cramping like no other. I went back to the hospital and my levels dropped even more and the doctor told me that it was it I was for sure going to pass the baby at any time. I just remember rubbing my stomach telling my baby to just hold on everything was going to be okay. I went to the bathroom before they checked my cerix and I wiped... There my baby was. As soon as I seen it my heart just sank and felt empty as ever. I realized that I'm no longer going to be a mommy. I was only 6weeks and idk how to handle it. My heart aches and I dont know how to cope. I just remember dropping the toilet paper and telling my baby I love you. 😢 Today is the day I lost half of my heart, today is the day where I get to go home and rub my belly & come to realize it's not going to happen this time. Today is the day I had to let go... 💔