I've struggled with depression most of my life. Sometimes I'm doing well, other times I'm not. Right now I'm not, I'm unhappy and moody all the time, I don't have any reason to be upset, it's not situational. I have no sex drive, I haven't had sex with my husband in two months, he's very frustrated, I just don't feel like it and last time I did it I couldn't get into it. As a result he didn't enjoy it either. I just feel lost, I don't want to go back on medication, I hate the way it makes me feel. We are also ttc, which isn't going to happen since we don't have sex and I honestly think it would probably be a bad idea anyway with the way I'm feeling these days. I do see a psychologist about once a month, but it's not helping lately. Any advice?