Hate the way I look😔

So I hate the way I look ..I weigh about 50lbs more than before I had my baby. I have a wedding to go to and tried on soo many dresses..I feel this one looked the best considering I have to wear and hide my faja due to my c-section it's been soo hard to lose the belly. So hard and depressing to shop for this new body of mine.

Honestly should I wear something else? What about the shoes?