I'm 14 weeks, almost 15 & last night there was an incident in my house so I called my boyfriend over. My mom hit me, as she did when I was a kid so I called the police. She won't take care of her hoarding enough to clear one room for the baby. Mind you, I pay for everything for the house when she has no $ so I can ask these things. She offered to work on taking some stuff downstairs then withdrew her offer so I thew something (anger release) and she got up and punched me. I swung back when she went at my stomach, and grabbed her phone since it was closest and called 911 for help because it gets ugly in my house. Oh and I asked her to stop smoking around me when it's 75 degrees outside and she can easily walk outside to smoke. He came when the police were here, and waited until they left.  I explained that I was terrified to do this alone and felt I was. He threw stuff, screamed and walked out per usual. He came back 25 mins later to talk to me face to face just to blame my depression and him cheating on me prior as a reason he wants to be done with me. He also said that he's not ready, doesn't care about me or the baby and wants NO financial responsibility. Mind you, he makes more than me and I work all day. He came back to tell me I'm annoying with depression I can't control, or asking for help and advice through this. He asked that he be taken off anything financial, and just be there as moral support. I had asked him to move in with me in SEPTEMBER to help with the baby. That's a few months away and he said he will consider it. Now he said he wants to only be moral support and not move in at all, or help with the baby in any way but being there maybe 2 days a week. He said he's mad I made a choice to keep this baby without getting permission from him. He wanted me to abort the baby, and still wants me to abort the baby or give the baby up for adoption. The only thing I asked him was to buy 2 boxes of diapers every 2 weeks, and come to doctor appointments. He said he didn't want to be held responsible for that either because this ruined his life at 21. He told me I'm immature for calling the police when my mom hit me, rather than settling it. My mom beat me as a kid, I have to protect my baby and I was scared it would get worse as it used to before CPS took me out of her house at 13. He said he wants nothing to do with this baby, and I have no support from my mother. He's told me for the last week he's scared, and doesn't care about me or the baby. He wants to leave me, but said he'd give me one last chance to change. So I pretty much can't talk about my feelings, let off any vibes I'm sad, upset, scared, or angry. I can't talk about the changes in my body or how I'm feeling. I have to just let him do whatever when he's built up little trust and expect him not to cheat again, or sneak around again. I just have to sit here and know I'm on my own, working my ass off, finishing a degree and I'm really on my own. Oh and havinh too look for a new place to live and afford all of that, and a baby on my own at 21 when I already work my ass off and get no where.  I have to be silenced again. I just gave in, and I'm really scared now. My fear because a reality, I'm alone through this.