Okay, so my current bf is my first real bf and all the stuff I've ever done sexually has been with with him. We've been together for 2 and a half years but lately I've been having strange feelings about our relationship. I can't exactly pinpoint what these feelings are but they're not good. We have always loved each other like crazy and we always talk about our future (living together, marriage, kids etc) but I keep thinking about how this future related stuff might not even be a thing later on. For example, since I've never done anything with anyone else before, I've realized that I've never had the opportunity to go to parties and hook up with guys and that if I'm with my bf forever, I'll never get that chance. I had feelings like this ever since I got back from a trip, they hit me hard and I don't know if it's because while I was on my trip I had like slight crushes on a couple guys or something. But anyways, now I'm questioning my relationship and putting every issue we've ever had and current issues into question. My bf & I are so close and so alike & we're close with each other's families so I just don't know...Someone please help me out & answer the poll &/or comment to help me figure this out.