An old friend....

I ran into my ex today...turns out i still have feelings for him...i got all jittery and gitty. I talked to him only because i had to get over my fears n i was terrified to talk to for some reason but i did and i ended up asking if he wanted to hang out sometime...i have a boyfriend and our one year anniversary is the 14 of this month. I love him dearly. He is the core of my world. The melody in my music. My sanity. My world. What do i do????