rollercoaster of emotions..

So • Hi, I'm 33 years hubby and I been together 12 years....married for 4 years.. miscarried 9/14-😇Isabella🌈 born 3/23/16-miscarried twins 4/17- baby #2 due 9/3 🌈
I found out I was pregnant weeks ago April 20th..Beta wasn't rising enough 32>44 after 5 days..I miscarried bled and cramped..
spotting continued for a while still and Sharp pain on the right side..
Went for follow up beta went from 44>99 in a day.. Dr said I could have been pregnant with twins.. (it took them a week to tell me my beta was rising that fast 🤦🏻‍♀️) She told me there was a chance Baby B will stick.. she was right baby B stuck around but out side of the uterus.. hGC went from 99>244 in one week.. dr declared pregnancy not Viable. To not to risk any problems dr sent me to get the shot of Methotrexate...
I got the shot yesterday at 6pm and I been feeling sick.. sad..