36 weeks and feeling hopeless.

Long story short, my child's father left. Which was a good thing. He was mentally destroying me. Well, with that being the case; I'm left with a lot of preparations that i have no idea where and how to start.. Freaking me out.. Gotta get stuff sorted, unpacked, moved,etc. I have no help.. I've got 28 days before my son is born..

Also been depressed because I'm extremely sexually frustrated.. I feel like I'll never have sex again.. And i have more respect for myself than to go bang just anyone. But i know i have more to focus on than sex but its sad for me to know it's gonna change..