UpdateWish it was different

So my ex is going to find I love him still this Sunday. I am really nervous about it. I honestly don't think he should know. He is married with 2 kids and his mom says he need a to know. I know their marriage isn't good, but I don't want a part of that. I love him yes and believe we are soulmate, but I don't wanna ruin a marriage. Especially since he told his wife that I have his heart and that he loves me which I think was wrong for him to do. Now we can't even be friends.

I get I'm a low down dirty dog. I'm sorry I love him but like I said I don't want to ruin his marriage or try anything in fact I don't even have contact with him. You wanna judge fine. I am looking for people who understand I want him happy and If that means with her fine I rather him be happy with her than miserable with me. His mom is the one telling him not me. Because his wife doesn't care for me we don't communicate. I'm not gonna do that to a marriage. Sorry if y'all feel I'm a whore.