specialist booked my op for 2 weeks time

Charlotte
So I've been having complications for 3 years now and over a period of time got worse and when me and our partner started to try for a baby it just was t happening, so had an appointment yesterday and they have booked my operation for the 1st of June (laroscopy)
Because we have been trying for a year and half she's pushing for fertility tests now, For me and my partner. Even though he already has a child. Well I was asking about ivf and if we would be able to have it on the NHS but she said no because Mitchell already has a child! That absolutely shattered me because his son is not my son! I am not a mother.
They also have found that I have something wrong with my bowel and got to see a specialist about that too, scared isn't the word but if it means we can have a baby I will do anything.