Hating the waiting game!

My periods have always been irregular except when I was on the pill. I've been off the pill for 8 months and TTC the whole time. Anyway, I also have Hashimoto's but after switching meds I finally got a good lab result. Well this month my husband and I have tried really hard to have more sex than normal and now it's been 6 weeks since my last period. I usually breakout really bad before my period but I haven't yet. I've been bloated and emotional, sore boobs, moody, and yet I feel happier and more uplifted than normal. But the tests I've taken have been negative. I think I might test FMU tomorrow again. But I hate this waiting game! Is it this month? Is AF gonna show up? Will this be the BFP I've wanted for so long? I hate the not knowing period.