Mistakes, Regrets, and Bottles

I'm sure that a lot of you will judge or be rude, but I'm a FTM and I was young. My son is 10 months old and has taken a bottle to fall asleep for every nap and every night for bedtime since he was about 6 months old, since he has been able to hold a bottle by himself he's not wanted to be held while taking the bottle so when he started to push away while taking the bottle I started putting him in his crib with the bottle. I've since learned that your not suppose to do this! My mom told me she did it and I just never thought to research it. I feel like a terrible mom now and I've tried several things for breaking this habit even giving him a pacifier but he doesn't like or use pacifiers so I'm at a lose. I need fellow mama help to break this habit. Thank you all especially for not judging a young and dumb mom.