Today, I am packing a bag for a two to three day stay with my parents. My husband and I are having a super tough time right now to the point where we are arguing every day. Please do not get me wrong, I love my husband with everything I have, but I cannot take anymore of us tearing each other down and going a long time without speaking. My heart is breaking just by having to take a few days away, but I am praying that the time apart will help us. He originally fought me on the idea, but when I pointed out how much we were fighting, and even in that moment it was almost a fight, he agreed. He is going to take the time with a friend to help prepare the nursery for our baby girl and it's at the right timing to where my parents will not question our motives. They think it's just so I don't have to be around the sanding and the primer fumes, and that is ok with me. I feel like I just need to vent a little bit before leaving to their house and to someone who will not put down my husband because they feel like he is not doing his job at keeping me happy. It's hard enough to make this decision and having to pretend everything is ok.
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