Feeling Blue 😞

I don't know what it is but I am having hard time controlling my anger and emotions. I think it's a mix from the emotional roller coaster of trying for the past couple years, and now all the darn harmones I'm taking, plus being cooped up in doors since Saturday because of the pain in my uterus, and also my history of my emotional outbursts. I feel terrible! I want to over come this weakness I have, but it so hard. I'm afraid it's going to eventually ruin my relationship with my maxing husband. When I have these outbursts, I just don't know who I am in those moments.