upset I won't know what it feels like

Bethany
I'm being induced Tuesday and it's starting to get to me that I'm not going to know what it feels like to go into labor on my own.  It's just something I've always imagined in my head and I know I'll get to feel it in the hospital but eh. I always imagined myself waking my husband up in the middle of the night saying "this is it. It's time" 
Anyone else go through this?!?