cervical position questions

This is our second month ttc. Our first month was the first time I ever noticed my cervix and felt it before lol. A couple days after ovulation it went low and hard and stayed that was until I got AF and then I stopped checking it. This month I started checking again and after ovulation at 2dpo it went low and hard just like last time and then last night/ today I checked and it was still low but very soft. And weird TMI but my vaginal walls were very soft and squishy . It all felt like water balloons kind of lol. I'm hoping it's a good sign because it's so different from last month but has anyone dealt with this or noticed this and got a bfp? I always wash thoroughly before checking to not get any bacteria close to my cervix but I will probably stop checking because I just want to be safe.