help me

Is there any suggestions on how to mend a broken heart ... I'm pregnant and my ex gave me Herpes and I'm trying to stay and feel normal... I can't see myself loving someone again... I'm scared of these suicidal thoughts .. if someone knows how to pray for miricales I sure could use one... he has moved on to another young lady already did not tell her he's positive for Hsv2... I've spoke with her she's ok with it.. he promised to stay with me through this and has left me.. he slept with me and the new girl in the same week she's ok with that too...I just wish Jesus would come and get me ... take me away from here I'm so tired!!! I'm so lost I'm so hurt 😭 I'm praying I'm going to church I'm believing God for healing I need help my mind keep replaying all the drama someone please if you could pray with me and know the word of Jesus please pray that I make it through this .. this baby was planned and we were planning a wedding next year we had one argument and he wrote me off... we both wanted this baby very badly but now I'm alone going through this alone... please pray for my stupid self 
Update: today and every day is getting much better. I no longer feel like I'm drowning. Thanks be to Jesus!! I'm breaking Free I'm being healed!! I see my Doctor on the 1st to find out the gender of my baby!! Thank God for giving me peace daily... slowly but surly I'm feeling better keep praying for me and everyone who commented or just simply read this post I pray a special blessing over your lives .. today!! Thank u for caring and praying for me!! PRAYER CHANGES THINGS ... though it's still tuff my faith is growing and I'm getting emotionally mentally and physically better each day!! Love u all thanks so much xoxo