I'm a few weeks away from giving birth and honestly I'm not looking forward to being a mother. Like at all. I never really wanted kids but said one day when I'm married I'd love to have a baby and raise the child in a 2 parent household but I do not have the dream family like I was promised when I decided to keep this pregnancy, don't even speak to her father and have been doing this alone. I'm just looking for testimonials or advice of people's lives becoming better once they had their 1st child or falling in love with their baby at 1st sight.