Love life

I don't think I'll ever be ready for dating. I'm never going to be good enough for any partner it seems. I thought I had a wonderful partner but today they posted a video of some random girl dancing in a tight dress. I'm confident in my body and I love myself but why would they post that, it seems so disrespectful if we're dating. Then they said, I just thought she dances good that's why I posted it. I was so bothered by it. When I apologized for overreacting, they just put a rolling eyes emoji. Like what the hell I could be so much more angry at you but you're just tossing me aside so I told them that I was going to bed before I say anything. I don't even know why posted this, I just needed to get it out.