Feel love giving up

Erin • Married since June 2014. We`ve been TTC our baby #1 since then. This will be our 2nd child though (I have a step daughter)

So I really thought it was my month. He was actually trying harder this time, making me feel like he really does want a kid with me and not him just saying it. According to glow I was suppose to start my period the 7th and it never came. My breasts are a little sore to the touch, I've been feeling a little nauseous, and gained a little weight (not much). I had a little brown discharge yeaterday, wake up today, go pee....and what do you know, it's here.

After getting pregnant our 1st month of trying and then having an early miscarriage in August I haven't had any luck. I want to just "stop trying" but how do you make yourself stop when it's something you have been wanting for a long time? I'm 25, husband is 32 and my step daughter will be 9 in July.