motivation

Throughout my whole life ive been up and down with my weight. I get to weight I feel so confident about myself in and then gain all back. After getting into a 2 yr relationship since my bf loves feeding me I gained the weight for the both of us cause hes still skinny af 😩 im so upset with my body it got to the point where I cant suck in my stomach no more. 💀 i just want some tips on how to lose and manage the same weight after losing it and not slack off 😕 and if theirs any ladies out there that are currently on thier weight journey lost pls feel free to share your progress 😋💖 thankyou (Birth control and bloating aint giving me no mercy either)