hate all this weight gain

Wanted to wear a sexy dress for my man that I've had for awhile just never wore it... went to put it on and broke the zipper trying to zip it up 😭😭😭 I feel so fat. For my son I only gained 13 pounds and I was so small. Now this baby I've already gained 16.. sometimes I don't even wanna take my clothes off for my man because I feel he won't like my body. I use to be really small 107. Idk I've always had weight issues where I thought I was too fat but really wasn't but would try to lose more weight anyway. Blah can not be a cow anymore